There’s no keeping a secret in this town. The older I get the
clearer it becomes that you were the best thing ever happened to me. All
my life I thought that sort of life was lame, but now I realize the
joke was on me. Thanks for letting me be the crazy one for once. for now
I’m who I’m. I’ve to make my own mistakes. I’m not good or bad, I’m a
work in progress. Finally in such a place where neither my liver pickles
nor my heart aches, Just having trouble to love Myself. That’s just me,
an ungrateful heathen, highway to Hell and whatnot.