I’m perfectly capable of accessing my pain. I’m going to make
it count. Walking away is as simple as sugar cookies, but I have loved
you so much that I just wanna lock myself in my room, turn on sad music
and cry. I am not able to understand either you have forgiven me or
still punishing me. I just stop lying about how there ain’t any things I
would change about myself. If you believe in me then you have no idea
how much it means to me.